December 12, 2009

this is me

(lame pic of me but it is the most recent one i have)

so my friend carrie did this on her blog a while ago and i was inspired to do the same and started this narrative (poem) but couldn't finish it until tonight. maybe it was the glow of the christmas tree that got me going i'm not sure but here it is:

me
1 of 2
shy yet full of life
daycare, grandma's, family vacations
disneyland and hawaii
new york
determined
hard working
loyal
i'm a caller
i like to stay in touch
even though i'm far away
i like to feel
like i'm part of it all
wife
mother
friend
i will do anything for you
music moves me
but my children drive me
to be a better person
to try harder in life
to be a better wife
i'm a debator
but only if i feel you won't judge me
many an arguement
won and lost
at no cost
that's why
i love my husband
quick to prove a point
but also to say sorry
never go to bed mad
always wake
with a sleepy smile
even through trials
anxious
happy
tired
books devour me
or more like my time
i try to write
not books but songs
i'm forever indebt
to my Father
for pointing the way
to forever
thank you for blessing my life
with strife
with love
with family
with friends
because this is me
and i'm grateful

random and long i know but that is who i am i guess.

8 comments:

Carrie said...

I love it! And I love this look into your soul....

Jillyboo said...

love it!!! great job. I smiled when you said "Im a caller".
Love you Jana, I'll call you back ASAP!!!

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Anonymous said...

That was really cool! I stumbled accross your blog today and it's great. Totally brought some tears to my eyes too when you spoke about the Father. Love it :)

Tarah said...

Good for you Jana---- seems not so long ago I knew this Jana minus the kids.. Congrats by the way! you are a trooper having the kids all so close together. LOVE YOU!